I am still in Penang and I am well into the new year, 2013. Happy New Year to you all. For the Chinese, this is the year of the Snake. I am getting by okay and standing back firmly on my feet slowly. Lately, my stress has been reducing slowly unlike the very first few months after my divorce. My mood and emotion went crazy like the whole world was on me. Yes, I know now that it is a painful process. Thanks to everyone beside me has been very supportive.
I just hope my 2013 will be a good one. As for relationship, I am not too eagerly to jump into any new ones. Though I am in a relationship now but I am not too sure of the future. Sometimes, I grew tired when I am with her. Sometimes, I find myself forcing to be happy with her. It is all too fake but I need to learn to de-stress myself. Yeah, sometimes a little conversation with her would just struck off my stress meter. In comparison to the few months back, today my stress has improve but there's still a little sign of regret and sadness dwelling deep in my heart.
My room is not as big as it is but the place is good and pricey too. I am not complaining too. Well maintained by the owner and he does housekeeping once every week. My next room's housemate and I tried our best not to mess it up. As usual, I go to work in the morning and reach my office within 15 minutes. It's very near. Unless, I have to take her for breakfast in the town. Life's now pretty constant. Thank God, I don't think I want another exciting adventure again. Whatever happens in 2012 is more than enough to fill up my level of experience. Perhaps later in 2013, there will be another one with my current partner. I am not sure at all. My friends have told me that I should not drag the relationship too long if I do not have any intention at all to marry her. Well, I just got divorce and of course, I am not thinking of it so soon...
williamwilstroth... 2013, please be good and I need it...
